Misbehaving ovaries.. or behaving ovaries..

  A couple of days ago I had the most intense cramping and left side pain I think I have ever had.. well except for when I was doing fertility treatments. I am assuming I had my first ovulation since the surgeries. I mean.. think about it.. an egg bursting through raw just cut on ovarian tissue.. yeah I think that would hurt.  Even though the pain seriously sucks.. if it was in fact from ovulation, then I am now having a strong ovulation on my own, without meds! That makes me so, so, so very happy! While I could have dealt without the pain, especially since the hubs is away on a TDY right now and I am the primary caregiver of my 7 month old right now.. it was a welcomed pain! While I wanted to just lay on my couch or in a hot bath all day long, it wasn't an option. I then started thinking back to before I had Eli and how I handled my pain then.. sure I was able to just lay around and not have to tend to a needy screaming baby, but I wouldn't trade this for anything. I spent many of nights praying and praying for God to give me a sweet miracle to grow inside me.. and here I am. So very blessed. So while the pain sucks, it is a reminder that its a great thing and maybe, just maybe we can conceive #2 on our very own in the near future :)